Baby Boy, Utah, and the Present

Super duper long over due post but it's now or never. OHMYGOSH.

It's really December guys! December.... 

Not much to update. Husband dearest is finishing up his first semester of year THREE of UTSW! Whattt??? 아싸라비야나이스붕붕!!!! Can I just say.. having husband gone every third day has been awful. The surgery rotation he was on was absolutely horrible. Our schedules were complete opposite and we barely saw each other. I came to really hope for moments with David. And when we were granted with time here and there, I truly appreciated it. Appreciated David. Heavenly Father really does have these intentional "teaching moments/learning curves.." 

With the holidays and such, I've been thinking of family. And time.

Living countries and States away from family is so hard. My family has had to do it for quite some time. The moments when all six of us were together, all at once, was pretty slim. Family, it's a weird thing. You have no choice to see the very best and the very very worst in a human being. You hate them with all your guys yet your the first person to defend them when others start to criticize them. 

I was able to fly out (awhile ago, back in Oct) and visit (some of) my family. Who am I kidding.  I went solely to see this baby boy. Cutest bundle of fatness joy!! Oh his squishy cheeks are absolutely delicious!

It's crazy! He's grown so much... Oh how time flies.. 

Visits to Utah also requires gab-fests with friends. There's a saying in Korea that says if you have three friends that you can count on, you've lived a successful life. I'm lucky to have such jewels in my life because I can count at least three friends that I trust in a heartbeat.

I've been thinking a lot about time. Have you ever thought about how we never appreciate time?
Our past mostly filled with regret, and how we're so concerned about our unknown future. We spend too much time living in the past, worrying about the future, we rarely live the moment and enjoy the present..

 We're all allotted the same amount of time. Unlike money or any other tangible thing, we cannot save it, borrow it, or share it with others. We have the same amount of time. But the way we use time will result in a different life overall. Kinda scary, huh? {Of course I start trying to calculate how much time I waste on Social Media. Darn you FB and YouTube. Oh, and Instagram. I've become a slave, completely addicted to my phone.. I'm thinking about Social Media fast.. What do you think? Yay or nay?} Anyow, going back to "time," I recently read a book called, "the Present" by Spencer Johnson. It's good. Inspiring in an informative way. Maybe it's the aftermath of the book or maybe because I'm turning the dirty thirty next year but I'm realizing again and again the importance of making the most out of the present.

“If you are depressed you are living in the past.
If you are anxious you are living in the future.
If you are at peace you are living in the present.”

-Lao Tzu

Oh Utah, my beautiful Utah. 

Anyhow, I'm grateful for the chance I had to fly out and see my family and get in tune with mother nature again. And, glad my mind is clouded with random thoughts that come here and there. It pushes me to do better. Become better. First day of the last month of 2015! What will you do to make it worthwhile?